Rūpaṃ dehi jayaṃ dehi yaśo dehi dviṣo jahi

To you who defeated the negative qualities (demons) of “Too Little” and “Too Much”, Giver of the blessings of the creativity, I bow to you.

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stumbled onto my new favorite song yesterday. it has a sweet little treat at the end for those who were alive in the 80s.

i want to run away again.

I’m so tired of feeling my feelings. i notice all my usual reactions—frustration, impatience, wanting to run away mostly in the form of joining a cloistered ashram where i can just teach and do yoga, meditate, and wash dishes all day, or maybe moving my studio somewhere else to start over again, most definitely shutting certain people out of my life so they can’t poke at my overly sore soft spots anymore…

wherever you go there you are…